I'll share my thoughs:
Since i was very little i've always been thinkin about life and it's sense, and i've always thought about death.
My mother is religious so i grown with a religious wiew of life, but when i grown more, like when were i was 15, i started to realise by myself that there was no god.
But there was still a point where i was believing in (and i think that lots of atestis, scietists and philosopher still believe in it): i still thought that life has a sense. That we exist for some reason.
Then now, that i'm 19, i reached a new point, which is completly different off beeing just atheist or religious, and i can express it whit this few words: life is not a gift, it hasn't got any sense like the entire universe, and life is nothing special.
Deeply, everything that exist has no reason to exist.
Just think about this: what about if the whole universe exist or not? I don't see any sense in both cases.
I told someone my thoughs and he told me: well, if i was thinking like you, i wuold suicide... How can you leave with this?
My answer is that: as the whole universe and so my whole life hasn't got any sense, so our actions have no sense... So, yes, there is no sense in keeping living, but, there is also no sense in don't living!
So, at least, what about "sense":
sense, I think, is the need of beeing a reason in something, but, as we can clearly see, it isn't linked with existence. What i mean is: if universe exist, it doesn't mean that it exists for some reason, as we, humans, if we exists, it doesn't mean anything. Things don't need a reason to exist.
Sense is just a problem of humans.
So, now, i still now that when i'll die, i won't go anywhere, i won't contuing existing, but that's not worring me (actually it worries me, because i'm human, do you get the point?), because i can just think: what about coninuing living forever, is that suppose to make or give any sense to that existence? I don't think so.
I live life this way: i know that life is nothing special, that have no more value than a little rock and that the whole universe has no more value than me, because we all have no value, no sense, like every action i do, so i'm just continuing doing what i like to do, i just do what i feel to do, whithout thnking if it is right or not, because in both ways there is no sense. I like making music, so i can say that it is my "sense" if life (i don't think it gives sense to my life, but i act like it is, because in the end it doesn't matter).
I can even write this for no reason: snfnksjangkjnakjgnvjenruijvenrjnveuirooooooppppp
It has the same value of the whole text i wrote before :)
Thanks to this way of thinking i feel a bit sad, because as a human i need some sense, but i also feel much more free in what i do.